I crying very much about Karen all this time.

I got a pain in my soul for her death. I know, it`s sound very common here...But it`s killing me. Im really sad inside me, night and day.
I have a beautiful feeling, loving her...this bring me a lot of fights in my daily life; nobody understand that she is NOT just! a celebrity.!!
My team of people around me, say me...You talks about Karen Carpenter as she is of the familiy!, or you met her in the past.
How explain!
my sadness that hurts me. and the love that i feel...because maybe i was not with her...but she is a reflect of the same God. A good lovely persson. Also! people say me (in bad moode) That i must stop to talk about a "dead woman"..OMG! how horrible sound that!
I reply, about the Eternity and all....
saying No, she is with us...more near maybe, because now she is happy, seeing us for there.....and and and...


but the night come.






and i finish alone the day. sad. No fot the day, my days are very nices, doing lots of things...
But
i back again to the point :
The sadness/ the faces of the people Outside.- Outside? yes, outside home; and outside the karen`s world.
they see me (or see us) like mad ..haha, sorry to say, i mean they wont understand that we love, that she make us very happy, her music, her story, her way in this world one day.

Cause me a serious problems i can say...In the society too!
Almost all my things have this "style of life"...Carpenter`s style, did you know that?

I just can say now, that i`ll be always open to make new friends, specially, friends that got this life??

style??

lovefor them....Yes. the good view for good music as carpenters is.

welcome to all those people that feel the same. no, welcome to all the world, to my friendship...to get the ticket to ride...this flight that is hard to understand in a society, that dont listen anymore lovesongs...old lovesongs.



is that i think. Always. all my life.

I believe you.. my life has been quite so different since I've learned about karen.. ALmost everything has changed!!!
when I start to hear her songs, I can't help myself in crying, I really wish that she was still here,..no one would ever understand the feelings that we have for her unless they'd feel the same,..but I'm really grateful in my life that though I didn't live during her time,..I still have the chance to know her,..and I know it was not an accident,..
I'm thinkin' of visiting her tomb, but for now I still don't have the opportunity to do it so I told myself let it be God's plan,..There's something within Karen that really bring people together,..I've made friends with more people from around the world because of her,..something within this woman makes my day worth livin'..hearing her once every while gives me a new hope of good things that was commin' in my way..
I don't know but no matter how I try to remove her from my mind i just can't..
I really can't imagine how far i have gotten in loving this woman I've never seen in my whole life,.but i didn't have any regrets about this feeling,.for the thought of her makes me feel better everyday.
i'm so weak and sensitive at times and Karen has been an inspiration to me, for quite some times, i thought of how strong she is, I know she didn't deserve to die so young as that,..something good was still waiting for her, but God took her away for He doesn't want to see her suffering so much. I just thought, many singers was very well known today,..but there's none of them that was like Karen,..
When she sang, it's from the heart,.that's why we can't help to fall in love with their music,..for Karen's legacy live with it,..

I'd be forever wishing that she was still here and I'll keep on loving her as well as the whole carpenters for as long as there's tomorrow until it was the end of the world..

Yes, i going to visit her grave too. I trying to imagine how i gonna vanish ...fall....when i see her place...feeling her mysterious spirit around the park.
Because im not Just a Fan.
it`s mean so much deep, real and important to me

Thank you for reply.

was one week ago and you was the only one...did.

because I know how you feel!!!..
I love her just as you do and I know that's the only thing I could do..to keep on loving her as long as I live..

yes because all she needs in this lifes...was LOVE...Be loved.

she need a HUG.

my life is the hug that she Need.